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and a lot of people here don't look at anything, and all the stats lie and stuff. Plus it'll clean *my* watch list up the easy way. This will still be here, but I'm not checking it anymore. Soooo go tooo...
and a lot of people here don't look at anything, and all the stats lie and stuff. Plus it'll clean *my* watch list up the easy way. This will still be here, but I'm not checking it anymore. Soooo go tooo...
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For lack of wanting to repeat myself.
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My step-grandma (Jan) and my step-aunt (Trish) were killed yesterday.
Jan went to visit Trish and go out to lunch and romp around, etc. etc. Trish's roommates, a guy and his girlfriend, were fighting. When Jan and Trish got back and the guy had kicked out his girlfriend. Shortly after, the girlfriend came back with a gun. Trish was shot, then Jan was shot. Jan called 911. Trish died at the scene and Jan died in the helicopter on the way to the hospital. -> All of what's been reported so far.
What's really shitty, is that my grandpa didn't find out until he watched it on the news. Don't you think that once someone got to the scene, they'd fucking call him?
What's even shittier, is that I feel extremely guilty for not liking my step-grandma much. She was so nasty with people and she was extremely critical about everyone and everything that wasn't about her or her BLOOD relatives. Sure, I loved her, but it was hard to get close to her as even an extended family member. Always interrogating and always rude.
My mom told me at 3 am. I instantly started to cry because of all this guilt that just rushed into my heart. I feel so incredibly awful. I hate how I have the ability to dislike people. I want to appreciate everyone, all the time.
I feel very shitty. I can't think of myself as a decent person anymore.
Jan went to visit Trish and go out to lunch and romp around, etc. etc. Trish's roommates, a guy and his girlfriend, were fighting. When Jan and Trish got back and the guy had kicked out his girlfriend. Shortly after, the girlfriend came back with a gun. Trish was shot, then Jan was shot. Jan called 911. Trish died at the scene and Jan died in the helicopter on the way to the hospital. -> All of what's been reported so far.
What's really shitty, is that my grandpa didn't find out until he watched it on the news. Don't you think that once someone got to the scene, they'd fucking call him?
What's even shittier, is that I feel extremely guilty for not liking my step-grandma much. She was so nasty with people and she was extremely critical about everyone and everything that wasn't about her or her BLOOD relatives. Sure, I loved her, but it was hard to get close to her as even an extended family member. Always interrogating and always rude.
My mom told me at 3 am. I instantly started to cry because of all this guilt that just rushed into my heart. I feel so incredibly awful. I hate how I have the ability to dislike people. I want to appreciate everyone, all the time.
I feel very shitty. I can't think of myself as a decent person anymore.
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Bored
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Stolen from 
Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
A: Lani says her brother "needs to stop lobbing to improve his game. He is always lobbing because he is really good at it," she adds. (Don't wanna know what kinda game they're talking about...)
Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
A: Lani looks like she's about to say something important and we should all pay attention! What a sweet face. (Heed my words, peasants..)
Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search:
A: Aunty Lani says Bye-Bye to Bad Hair Days. (...thank...god?)
Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:
A: If Waffle is drinking water, well Lani wants water, what ever toy Waffle is playing with Lani wants, they are even fighting over the kennel. (That one made me laugh ahhahaha)
Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search:
A: Equality is a word Miss Lani does not take lightly. (lol. cause im superior.)
Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search:
A: If any of you have seen the movie "The Bucket List", you will understand why I purchased a red convertable Mustang GT. Lani hates it and I love it! (red is hideous. mustangs are not.)
Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search:
A: Lani asks Cody, "Have you ever played games before?" (sexy)
Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search:
A: Lani goes swimming at Wild Wild Wet with mummy, daddy and grandma. (lmfao what.)
Q: Type in "[your name] likes " in Google search:
A: Known as one of "loudest" instructor, Lani likes to keep the energy level high in class at all times. (yay)
Q: Type in "[your name] eats " in Google search:
A: HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD DAY TODAY AND THAT LANI EATS ALL YOUR CAKE
XOXO. (I will enjoy your cake, damnit.)
Q: Type in "[your name] wears " in Google search:
A: Lani wears a lei of white crocheted flowers. (hot)
Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search:
A: Petitioner Lani Lisa Silvar was arrested in Clark County, Nevada, for allegedly violating Clark County Ordinance (CCO) 12.08.030. (....?)
Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
A: Lani says her brother "needs to stop lobbing to improve his game. He is always lobbing because he is really good at it," she adds. (Don't wanna know what kinda game they're talking about...)
Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
A: Lani looks like she's about to say something important and we should all pay attention! What a sweet face. (Heed my words, peasants..)
Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search:
A: Aunty Lani says Bye-Bye to Bad Hair Days. (...thank...god?)
Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:
A: If Waffle is drinking water, well Lani wants water, what ever toy Waffle is playing with Lani wants, they are even fighting over the kennel. (That one made me laugh ahhahaha)
Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search:
A: Equality is a word Miss Lani does not take lightly. (lol. cause im superior.)
Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search:
A: If any of you have seen the movie "The Bucket List", you will understand why I purchased a red convertable Mustang GT. Lani hates it and I love it! (red is hideous. mustangs are not.)
Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search:
A: Lani asks Cody, "Have you ever played games before?" (sexy)
Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search:
A: Lani goes swimming at Wild Wild Wet with mummy, daddy and grandma. (lmfao what.)
Q: Type in "[your name] likes " in Google search:
A: Known as one of "loudest" instructor, Lani likes to keep the energy level high in class at all times. (yay)
Q: Type in "[your name] eats " in Google search:
A: HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD DAY TODAY AND THAT LANI EATS ALL YOUR CAKE
XOXO. (I will enjoy your cake, damnit.)Q: Type in "[your name] wears " in Google search:
A: Lani wears a lei of white crocheted flowers. (hot)
Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search:
A: Petitioner Lani Lisa Silvar was arrested in Clark County, Nevada, for allegedly violating Clark County Ordinance (CCO) 12.08.030. (....?)
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